must always be in all situations so that the resulting show, not take us by surprise. I
of which always gets the worst of situations, not to suffer a lot or do not hurt too much, of course I've ever calculated or planned is the size of the potential suffering or pain, and the end of the painful and long, sometimes much more than you thought possible. My consolation in this situation is simple, you knew it would, now only súfrelo, cry and will, like everything that happens ... going, going, sometimes as a reminder to stay safe or other vague and disappears or vanishes, of course, that takes time, but it happens.
When I get positive, yes I'm afraid, when I think there is a 95% chance, when I estimate that there are lost, but still lose ... then yes, I'm screwed. Positivism has yielded me no much rather, nothing ... even to say the least, I have never received any benefit from it, hence my position always get the worst of situations, living with a negativity that so far has allowed me to survive without over jumps, yes with pain (for case), for that I can not calculate or avoid mediums to make more effort.
Ando in a small crossroads, well, not really so small. This forces me to have the courage up a gallon full of hope and positivism provided inject directly into the vein, I'm afraid, and I fall into the typical questioning of myself. Problematical situations out of my hand are my specialty, had ceased to be had taken so much practice in my negativity, that having to go to the other pole, I return to my origins problematical but to an extent unknown and highly complicated. Negative questioning, had become easier I've shown that I can openly say my defects or prejudice, of falling in the street because sometimes I forget how to walk with heels and getting up, and half is watching me Lima; to tell my work from each of them to what is going to die and move on with my day to day of my wedding invite only 2 persons from the "people" with whom I worked for over 6 years and greet and continue as if nothing (and I are looking to her face resentment, frankly ridiculous) to pass past situations that were once hard and difficult, to make way for new experiences and moments without any remorse or claim ... and I did more moved by my negativity and conviction for being a noble soul who wants to be at peace. I questioned each case and each time I put in the worst case scenario, I saw that was above and below ...
now entered a stage unknown, I have no "p" idea how to start: hope, patience, and if not, more hope and more patience ... That's the negative, long settled my way of thinking that in fact has always resulted in: depression, anxiety, grief, anger, frustration, almost blasphemy ... and since I dislike all the feelings that negativity brings me, you have to turn the wheel toward the beach where the sun's optimism that everything can, lights, where the sand is uncountable infinite hope, where the sea patience, you leave your bathroom in each wave of belief. Now what?, Better there no more. When finished occurrence, we will see if my balance if you lean to positivism and continues feeding.
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